Diary of eVeRyDaY lEaRnInghttp://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/Diary of eVeRyDaY lEaRnIngen-usafter a long time....been long since i last wrote and a lot has happened during this time...

-had got through JNU (delhi) for MA political science..course did not interest me for various reasons...discontinued...

time in delhi has not been particularly nice...something i would always and anytime like to forget.

so, here i am sitting home browsing through stuff in the hope to find something interstin..

and for some reason i cannot write...something is blocking...dunno what though..

wanna write ... will try to write everyday...

my blog !!!!!!!!

let me feel a lil happy about u! i aint all that bad after all!

]]>Wed, 07 Nov 2007 22:10:14 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/11/07/after-a-long.htmlit hurts so hard
and hurts so bad
i have you
yet nothing of you i hold

i survive on those memories
i felt they were strong
with strong confidence in us
i came to you
fighting the fear of losing you

i stood there patiently
and with so much love
for you to realize
our bond so strong!

i waited and you saw
the courage of mine
and probably thought, now she is strong
but inside me
only iknow
how i waited there
what was that courage

a peek into heaven
thats what god gave me
and thrashed me back to reality

and so it stands
i have you
but nothing of you i hold



]]>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:57:10 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/22/Untitled.htmlo rains!with the purity of yoursoul

my fears
my doubts
all negativity
i am immersed in

dissolve that substance
now all over me
which obstructs my happiness and
disturbs my peace

wash away all apprehensions
i wanna feel the breeze



]]>Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:48:55 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/06/22/o.htmli wish...i wish i could
undo the past
go back to
where it all started
getting bad

i wish for those times again
our smiles again
togetherness
in all times
just like before
i want things all right

maybe its too much to ask for
maybe its too much to expect
but its the only thing i ask for
its the only thing i want

with you like before
i wanna live on

]]>Fri, 11 May 2007 11:54:52 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/05/11/i.htmltake me awaytake me away to the place

where there be only happiness and love....

where fear and worries seem distant

where the beautiful dreams of you and me

just fill our lives with immeasurable joy ...




take me away to the place

where love is respected and cherished ...

where the flowers bloom and smile all day

where the night sky with the twinkling stars sing sweet songs for you and me

while we dance to the rythm of our hearts ..


take me away to the place

where the gods shower their blessings ...

where the breeze softly tickles and plays

where the water gleam with the reflection of you and me

perfect picture of perfect love .....


take me away to the place

where me without you and you without me do not exist

where the world is as pure as its meant to be

where others with cluttered minds dont clutter you and me

me and you where can be as meant to be....



take me away to the place

where we can make a world of ours ..

where beauty, bliss and satisfaction exists not in dreams

but in reality as well...

in the world we make....just for you and me!!!

]]>Thu, 03 May 2007 11:34:46 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/05/03/take-me.htmlwalking through the streettoday evening walking the streets in my locality, i realized something...

for past quite sometime, i have been trying to get over some things and some people. cannot say i am doing good at it though. and when i ponder as to why things turning this way with me, i have no answer but just maybe, it's me who is not trying enough. But i am..i know it and yet i see all the people who once walked with me, ahead of me, walking, apparently got over things.

then why i am still behind ?

there was this elderly uncle walking first, behind me (on the street) and then with me and then in front of me.
for no particular reason, but just beacuse i increased my pace, i had to overtake him to carry on further.
almost reached him and then suddenly, the otherwise pretty clear way was clogged by the traffic...truck, rickshaw, motorbike. Didnt see them coming, not even sensed their arrival.
the first truck almost touched me and in no time, the bike zoomed by, almost deafening me and then the rickshaws!
by the time, i gathered myself, uncle had gone far ahead. he was not disturbed by the traffic. wonder how though?

maybe, thats what happening.
the traffic (of thoughts, memories, nostalgia, emotions etc etc!!) seems to be affecting only me while the others have moved on inspite of them!

but the traffic cleared and i reached my destination...
so, it just matter of time and patience and most importantly, protecting myself from any sort of accident!!!

strange how simple actions contain the answers we seek to some of the most profound questions!


]]>Wed, 02 May 2007 19:35:34 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/05/02/walking-through-the.htmlconventionality is not morality





(wow!!!!)

]]>Wed, 02 May 2007 19:11:50 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/05/02/Untitled.htmlsuspended into nothingness
with a reign of uniformity
without a hint of reality
loosley floating

tangled happiness
knotted dreams
which string do i pull?
which one belongs to me?


]]>Sun, 29 Apr 2007 18:10:29 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/29/Untitled.htmlmemorieswe meet to create memories
we depart to preserve them




(but i dont like to concept to preserve memories only...anyways, memories are something which are not and cannot be forgotten. i'd rather stay in the continous process of enhancing and enriching my memories but only if i could!)

]]>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 19:37:02 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/22/memories.htmlMY HOUSE NEEDS TO BE CLEANEDand after a while
they are all gone
but the place still shimmers with memories
things left untouched since then

the radiant light still on
the music still plays
colours splashed all around
wonder what they mean now

the mess awaits clearance
the day seeks beginning
but i see myself standing still
lingering somewhere i should not rather be

imagination tricks at times
neat and tidy it seems then
colours gone and white prevails
i see myself going around with chores

it breaks when i look back to assure
i am over it
it is then i see myself standing still
still very much there

it needs to be cleaned
it needs to be sorted
to move out and get going
first my house needs to be cleaned



]]>Fri, 20 Apr 2007 19:54:45 +0530http://wisdomwithwords.rediffiland.com/blogs/2007/04/20/MY-HOUSE-NEEDS-TO-BE.html